Thursday, December 29, 2011
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Potty Training
Friday, April 9, 2010
The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face
A year ago today!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE this baby.
More to post Later!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
My Soapbox Rant
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Where does the time go?
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Lulu Learned to climb the stairs!
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Updating
Sunday, January 3, 2010
1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Become a Mommy
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't even remember what they were but pretty sure I failed!!!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Birth -- No .... Adoptions? YES!!! Valarie, Catrina, Rayshell, Sylvia and some very "pregnant
with anticipation" others!
*correction!!!! My friend Mai gave birth to Bean! Bryce Arrington!!! Sorry future son in law!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No
5. What places did you visit?
Dubai, Ethiopia, New York,
6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Lack of procrastination, financial responsibility and organization!
7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory?
April 1st -- found out that singles could adopt, April 9th -- saw Lulu for the first time July 3rd -- passed court, August 31 -- First met Lulu!!!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
My adoption
9. What was your biggest failure?
Employment issues, school issues
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
No.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Nothing!!! I was so broke!
12. Where did most of your money go?
Food, credit cards
13. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Lulu
14. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Definitely I’m Yours, by Jason Mraz -- the adoption mantra!
15. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier
b) thinner or fatter? fatter…
c) richer or poorer? Poorer
16. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Cooking, exercising, meditating, praying, laughing, drinking!
17. What do you wish you’d done less of?
worrying, stressing, crying
18. How did you spend your summer holidays?
Holiday??? LOL
19. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yes!!! With Lulu
20. How many one-night stands?
None.
21. What was your favorite TV program?
Modern Family, People's Court
22. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
No Hate.... some strong dislikes! LOL
23. What was the best book you read?
The Kite Runner
24. What was your greatest musical discovery?
You Tube Videos
25. What did you want and get?
Lulu
26. What did you want and not get?
Employment
27. What was your favorite film of this year?
The Kite Runner, Cadillac Records
28. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Not much... 35
29. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Working
30. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
If its still clean I can wear it again
31. What kept you sane?
My blog friends and my cybersisters!
32. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Idris Elba... Kwame Kilpatrick
33. Whose behaviour appalled you?
None
34. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.
Do not take anything for granted. You are not promised anything and it can all go away without warning.
So much fun!!!! I borrowed this from another blogger. Helps put the RESOLUTIONS in perspective.
Live, Love, Hope, Pray, Believe, Care, Exercise, Work, Dream and DRINK!!!!
TTYL
Robbin
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Blogging into the future
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Thankful
- For the extended wait time... so that I could be matched to THIS little girl
- For the many friends that understood because they were going thru the same thing
- For the family that supported me
- For God for having vision over my life
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Lulu's at it again
Thursday, November 12, 2009
photo shoot
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
cheating
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Tomorrow
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Birthday Thoughts
Monday, November 2, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
National Blog Posting Month
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Back!
Saturday, July 11, 2009
100 Things
- food
- water
- clean water
- cell phone
- internet
- clean clothes
- toothpaste
- money
- car
- heat
- gas
- love
- friends
- strawberry smoothies
- hummus
- TV
- health
- a good bra
- pedicure
- smiles from passing strangers
- My God Children
- Lye -- as in the kind you perm your hair with :)
- Sonya -- my beautician to surgically apply the lye
- OB Tampons
- frequent flyer miles
- Toms Toothpaste
- Deodorant
- God
- Music
- My Mac
- 4 inch heels
- Remote
- My Mom
- Navigation
- Yellow Legal Pads
- Sex
- Eye glasses
- Instant Messenger
- White Gap T-shirts
- Green well worn head scarf
- Peoples Court
- Good Books
- Butter
- My brother
- Camera
- Education
- Bible
- Travel
- Meditation
- Orange kool-aid with Lemon juice
- Thongs
- Two pillows
- Toilet paper
- Birth Control Pills
- Merlot
- Hell - Any Alcohol!
- Vision
- 400 thread count
- Freedom
- My reputation
- Dajuan
- Refrigeration
- Furnace
- Fan
- Power
- Stimulation conversation
- Sunglasses
- Fresh flowers
- Blogger
- Conscience
- Youtube
- Common Sense
- Fruit
- Clean Water
- Shower
- Lulako
- My Dad
- People Magazine
- Pictures
- A good mattress
- Blood
- Insurance
- Atlas
- Perfume
- Good will
- Rosemary
- Love
- Family
- Martini
- Peace of Mind
- All 4 seasons
- The laughter of children
- clean water
- My fellow PAP's
- Eyebrow Arch
- Clean water
- Humanitarian spirit
- Clean water
Friday, July 3, 2009
Yay!!!
Although this picture is a not the most current pic, its one of my favorites. Its like she is saying.... "um yeah... whatever!"
Yes I passed court. Sorry for the cryptic message in the last post. I felt it was important to post that because I had been working on it but I never finished it. But I wanted everyone to know my Babycakes is headed to the US of A!
Ttyl
Robbin
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Faith not Fear
So ya'll know I'm very kool, kalm and kollective right? WRONG... Last week I completely lost it!!!!
See what had happened was .....
I was blessed with this video from Amy E from her travels in early May, and i could never open it. So out of the blue one night Amy gets it fixed up and sends it to me. Now ya'll should know that Catrina is a video maniac and has been waiting on Lulu's video since way before she got her own referral. So any way I open of the video...1 minute and like 3 seconds....and I am completely torn. I mean is this my baby... can this be my daughter? She is so tiny, so helpless. Is she sick... is she OKAY????? I mean Lulu was VERY tiny when I got her referral and she is growing SOOOOOO slowly.
All the thoughts that run thru your head... its just overwhelming. I'm talking 5 days before court and am I really RECONSIDERING!!! SECOND GUESSING!!!! or God forbid REGRETTING?!?!?!?!?!
Can I take care of a sick baby?
Man, i just did not want to think about this. So I just got really really quiet. I think that EVERY parent worries about the health of their baby. Regardless if you give birth to a child or if you adopt a child, the fear of the unknown is VERY great. The problem is this. There are a ton of birth parents that discuss these fears. With their family, their doctor, their friends -- a therapist). They do extra test and obsess over the ultrasounds, they prepare a special diet and stay out of the way of smokers. But adoptive parents, we don't have the luxury of taking all of these precautions. We don't have the luxury of holding our little one and and assessing all the fingers and all the toes. This is obviously the first thing that a mother does after birth (not like she can send Baby back...). We require the same reassurances. So we rely on the monthly reports, the pictures, and the short 1 minute videos. And we assess. I'm telling you... I was not pleased with what I was seeing. I was terrified actually.
Added on 7/02/09
Enter my partner in crime
Well to make a long story short, after me and Celeste acted like complete maniacs, enter Valarie.....who traveled across the world to check on my little Lulu!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Not Today....
Remember him? Well maybe you can appreciate it now!
I am okay ya'll. If I had to pick between my timing and God's I would go for God's all the time. A Rolex that doesn't require a battery. I'm good!!!!
It's coming. Please listen and appreciate!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Culmination
Tomorrow morning an uncle will travel many hours to say goodbye forever to the daughter of his brother
Tomorrow morning an agent will plead my case
Tomorrow morning a mother in Heaven will rejoice
Tomorrow morning I will become a mother
Tomorrow morning will be a culmination of things
It is 11:39 a.m. in Addis Ababa Ethiopia. Just one day from now my life will change.
Winds of time will come together.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Thanks guys!!!
Nervous
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Patiently Waiting!
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
This young man has a simple message to share!!! Please share it with him.
May you find the WAIT as an opportunity to build strength. Like a runner in training. Use this time to strengthen your faith and know that IT IS because HE said IT IS!